Claire
No, I'm not forgetting that. You think I'm being biased against half breeds, then you've forgotten I am one. I've got the Scourge out to kill Slayers because they're too human and there's a new enemy possibly around the corner who wants to kill Slayers because they're too demon. I've got people screaming at Slayers that we're terrorists for killing 'undead citizens' and those same people wanting to know why the demons keep winning.
I do this and those half breeds die again, it's on my head. I don't do this and another community gets slaughtered because I didn't get the information to save them, that's on my head too. I do this I have you shouting at me, I don't do this I have other people shouting at me that I'm not doing enough. I can't win here, there is no good answer here. From this point, because I am faced with a choice, every single death is my responsibility, will be as a consequence of my action. You can walk away, I can't. My code right now has become the smallest body count. The Scourge probably killed more people last night while I was waiting, trying to find another way and those deaths are my fault. It's crunch time and I have to make one of the hardest choices I've ever faced and I have listened to every argument that has been made, for both sides and considered every option. I'm sorry you're not getting your own way, I am. But don't act like this is easy for me.