Faith
I'm aware of that. I'm just pointing out what he could be thinking. I feel bad for him, He's a good man and you can't just switch off love
And no, Jacen wasn't. But does that make his concious decision to mess with me eventually any better. What about Vergere. Talking to Jacen, sometimes she cared for him from what I can figure out. Maybe she cares about Castiel.
None of you knew what she was doing with Sam, or they thought they knew and didn't know how deep it eventually went.