I don't see the point either. Fully understanding what happened would either take explaining the entire situation, which I'm not feeling inclined to do, or being there, which seeing as how the Powers That Be brought you here, won't be happening.
Like I said, as pissed as I am over what took place, taking it out on you when you haven't done it would be pointless and undo whatever the hell it is I've managed to do the past couple of months. If alliance is a neccessity, so be it.