Sam
I know that. Because you're learning how it works. You understand now. You're getting that control and its amazing to me.
What would I want for me? I don't particularly deserve anything. Not really. So I want you to do this, to have that power, that control and then, y'know, have a life. Have something resembling normal.
You should.
Me. I just get to be there. Maybe even still be able to be with Castiel. Thats all I want Sam. I want to see you be what you should be and without anyone controlling you.