Heather.
See, we're right back to where we were last night. I still love you, Heather. I'm sorry that it's not in the way that we both believed it; you have no idea how sorry I am for screwing that up for both of us. It was my mistake, but I still care about you. You're an important part of my life and I care about you with all of my heart.
You need to stop. Putting yourself down, acting like you're nothing. All it's doing is making everything worse for you when I've already, repeatedly, told you that you're important and special and that you do matter. I'm not gonna sit here and not worry about you and the way that you feel. That's what I do when the people I care about are hurting. You can keep telling yourself that I shouldn't care, but it's not going to change the fact that I do and, yes, I definitely should.
I don't know what I want to do with myself right now, Heather. Dating is the last thing on my mind.