What was it then? Was it because of Dahlia's disappearance? Did you believe you were alone in the city? I know I was callous, but reading what others have said, I understand now. She was your mother, and you can't just forget that because she did some bad things, any more than I could forget my mother. I was stupid to cheer like that when she disappeared.
Or was it what you told me a while back, about some of the others not forgiving you? Because if so, I told you that wasn't your fault. And I'm sorry if some things I told Faith made it seem otherwise.