Faith
Its unnerving, most definitely. I know I have responsibilities back home but Allana is safe with people I trust and I couldn't have her back even if I was at home, not to mention Jacen is here and I want to stay, selfish as that might be.
Still I do worry sometimes that they will not see me as useful or somesuch and send me back.
Nonetheless Kyle will remember you, and you will remember him and the times you had together. You must hold to that if nothing else