...I can sort of guess the kind of things John told you happened. I know better than most the kind of things they do. You don't need to be okay with it you know? Its awful, but its up to them to talk about in their own time, y'know
[ooc: aaand now she will let the thought mill around his lil emo brain for a while and go back to being helpful caring demon. they dont call her devious for nothing!]