Ruby.
I'm glad. Being a cold, empty thing...I don't know how people do it. I was like that, after Dean died. Just this angry mess. I've never felt anything like that in my life before then.
He said I was a monster. I don't know what kind of angel would say that to a person if it weren't true.
So no matter how much good I do, no matter how many people I save, there's a chance that I might end up down there anyway?