[Sam]
I want to, but even I can see that doing it would just mean you'd go off half cocked to prove you didn't have to follow orders. If I'm upfront about it all, and reasonable, we save ourselves a hell of a lot of time and trouble.
I do know if anyone can do this, it'd be one of my sons. I might have told your brother once a solution for the worst of what could happen to you, but it wasn't a solution I wanted, and that was when the world was a lot more black and white. I've gained a lot of experience with things I never want you to know yourself, and while it doesn't change all my thoughts about everything, it makes it all grey enough that the answers aren't so easy.
Some things won't change, like me always doing what I think is best for my family, but I've passed the point where there are easy answers and solutions. Now I just want to see you learn to control this so you can manage a life that's better. Having demon blood doesn't mean you're cursed to always live for less than you deserve and learning to control it means learning to use it first. Can't keep from shooting yourself in the foot if you don't have the first clue of how a gun works.
Still worried about you
[ooc: Awesome. <3 AND AT LEAST IT'S EMOTIONAL, NOT EMO.]