I'm against it, not you learning to control the hand you've been dealt, but exposing more people to danger. My gut reaction is to go take down Ruby before she comes up with any more life-endangering schemes, but I'm fighting that gut reaction like I've been doing since I got here. I'm against anything that blurs that line, but the line is already pretty damned blurry now.
But I know what that anger feels like. I know how it takes the best of you and leaves nothing left for anyone else, no matter how hard you try. I don't want that for you.
Call off your hunt. I'll do it. You and I both know I handled it, was even able to fight it when things got out of control. You don't know that about most anyone else. Most of these people have no idea what they're getting into, have no idea just how bad the thing summoned could really be and the things it'll do to them, and haven't a damned idea what dealing with it after is like. I do.
[ooc: He pretty much played right to all of John's triggers, but I'm still slightly OMG at John offering.]