[John]
I don't know why the hell I'm helping. I really don't. But that little kitchen witch needs to back off just as much before she wakes up vomiting pins.
We thought...maybe if he got close enough to Azazel that he might trust me again then maybe we'd get close enough to kill him. But Castiel convinced me it was a bad plan, Sam though...He just got angry and took off and now he won't even talk to me. He still has my hex bag from when we rescued the girls and he's hidden from demons angels and whatever else goes bump in the night.
I'm sorry John. I'm trying okay. I don't know why the hell your son means enough that I'm risking my ass to save him but he does, and I will.
So I'm sorry I screwed up. Lesson learned
...I'll bring him back, I can sometimes talk him down when he gets like this