"I wasn't the type to get swept away either, until I came here. Everything is different when you can choose for yourself. I was about as jaded as it's possible to be, having done everything imaginable, but it still really knocked me for a loop. It's not just the physical stuff...it might be different for you as a woman, but I usually physically enjoyed it with clients. This felt completely different, though. I didn't feel dirty afterwards like I did with clients, and I just wanted to stay close to her. Holding her after felt as good as doing it. That's what I was unprepared for. That's the emotional stuff that's different." It was still hard to explain exactly what he felt, but he had to try to warn her.
"Yes, I think that's a good idea. I can help you make sure he's a good guy who won't hurt you."
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