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theprettybeta (theprettybeta) wrote in paradisocomm,

DEREK.
It wasn't just that. It was everything. It was the changing her mind all the time, and the whole cave situation, and the bed and threatening Lynne and just everything. And blindsiding me and telling me that she's been hiding that she's had feelings for me right after I might have actually found something that even though I told her that I just want her to be honest with me, the constant lack of trust and faith in me despite how hard I'm trying, it was just... everything. And I snapped. And you don't have to tell me it was too far, believe me. I already hate myself for it.

It's not my fault, I saw an attractive new woman and I started reading. Of course she's Larissa. This is why I read, to avoid situations like that. You're welcome.

How could you even be okay right now? Seriously? You mean that? You're alright?