Everything you know is what you have learned under dire stress. None of it is false. But you lack the whole story.
This is not something that you must worry yourself about. Embrace it if you wish to. And if you do not, you do not have to, you may live your life without. But know that if you do with to embrace it I am here. It is my job and my honor to pass on the knowledge of our kind. But only to those who wish to hear it.