Isaac
Because it hurts. Because it sucks. Because she broke your heart....
...and I don't think there's anything wrong with that. I've never loved anyone but my mom and sister and I refused to change back for eight years because I didn't want to talk about it because saying the words were like it was happening all over again.
I don't know how you feel but I'm hurting because you're hurting and I don't know how to fix that and if I can't make my only friend ever feel better than what good am I?