And you're being a child about it, people do things you don't like, brush yourself off and get the hell up again. Everybody here has done something that someone else didn't like. The concept of being a team in the first place is forgiveness of that, you're supposed to be leading by example.
You know Scott, not once have I unloaded my shit on you over the past two years because I respected the fact that we were from two different times. I couldn't blame you for things like I wanted to two years ago, because I wanted to be understanding of the fact that we're experienced two different things. I've avoided starting problems because I didn't think it would be fair, but you're not even attempting to make the same gesture. So, you know what?
If you want to do this, we can do this. I loved Allison, Allison was the first person who ever cared about me for the sake of caring about me. She held me because she wanted to, she was around me because she wanted to be and I've never had that before. I wasn't a burden to her. I wasn't a fuck up. And the fact that you're going to talk down to me because the first person who I ever had, ever, who treated me like a human fucking being died and that was enough to make me run away. She died in your arms. She told you that she would always love you, and you know what, Scott? She never said that to me. She never even looked at me, she adored you and I was just the guy on the sidelines falling in love with a woman who just needed a distraction to move on from you all along.
So I fucking left. Do you think you asked me to stay? No. Nobody asked me to stay, nobody cared that I got on that plane so don't pretend like I was doing a great disservice. Stiles and I never got along. Lydia and I never spoke, Kira and I never spoke, Malia and I never spoke, just you. You and Allison were the most important things - the only things - in my life, and in one night I watched one die while confessing their love for someone who I knew I could never be. I could never be Scott McCall, I'm just Isaac. I'm just a fuck up and I would never be enough, I saw that.
There's no chance for you because you refuse to even consider how other people are feeling right now. There's no chance for you because you're being close minded and selfish. You'll always be an Alpha, Scott. Your eyes don't change back. But until you decide that maybe you should try to understand or care about the people who you want in a 'pack', you'll never be a leader.