Same here. Well. ...I still feel it, I know when it's coming. But I change at will, full and half-form although the former is a lot more rare and just happened to run in my family. The moon doesn't control me anymore because I've learned to control myself, but it isn't automatic. It takes focus. Some werewolves are better than others. It took me fifteen years to get it down. It took Isaac one full moon. Everyone's different but it can be controlled.