I never knew my father. it was always just me, my brother and my mom. I wasn't that close to either of them when I got older. I'm not even sure I know how to be a father.
And yes, it makes total sense. I'm not sure if's for me either. That doesn't mean I'm not happy about the baby or that we're having one together, but I'm just not sure I'd be good at being an actual parent.