email to sam To: "S. Winchester" From: "J. Harvelle"
Sam, Look if you never want to talk to me again I'd understand. I'm sorry, you have no idea how sorry. There really isn't an excuse for it, just know I wasn't myself last year, there were things I just didn't deal with. I shouldn't have gotten mad at you, you were right, I should have looked.
I don't want to lose you though. I don't know if I can. When I got here I was barely holding myself together Sam, knowing you were here was pretty much the only thing that got me through it. Whatever I can do to make this better, I'll do it. Just please don't hate me.