Email to Peter Petrelli (future) TO: "Peter" FROM: "Lavender" SUBJECT: A Very Important Favor To Ask
I've put a lot of thought into what I'm about to ask you. I actually couldn't sleep at all last night because of it.
I know you think I can control being a werewolf, but I'm not so sure. There is something pure evil inside me. You told me about exploding before, and how you learned to control your abilities - but being a werewolf is different. It's our nature to kill, to hunt, to maim. I'm not a real fighter, I never was.
If there is a time where I become more wolf than human, I want you to kill me.
And please don't try to change my mind. If you won't do it, I'm sure I can find someone who will. But I wanted to ask you first, because I trust you, and I'm hoping you'll understand. I can't live with the thought I may become a monster, I don't want to live with it.
I'm sorry for asking you this, but then again I'm not. I really do hope you understand, and won't hate me for asking this.