Email to Tenel Ka
TO: "Tenel Ka" FROM: "Amelia Solo" SUBJECT: Just read, please.
I need to tell you something, and it isn't going to be easy for you to hear. But you have the right to know, so here it is.
I've been speaking with, and spending time with, Darth Caedus. I know I said I wouldn't, and I'm not going to bother apologizing because the simple fact is I'm not all that sorry. I know what he's done, and what he's capable of, but I also know that he's supported me when I've needed it the most. He's been there for me, through everything, and has yet to make me feel guilty or sub-standard just because I don't fit into the ideal image of me he had in his mind.
I'm telling you this now because this is going to be my last correspondence with you. The simple fact of the matter is, I'm tired of trying to live up to expectations being set by people who don't know me. And as much as you may not like to hear it, you don't know me, and I don't feel you ever really wanted to know me, either.
For what it's worth, I am sorry that I'm not the daughter you wanted. I'm sorry that a life spent in hiding made it impossible for me to be Allana Djo, and I'm sorry that my grandparents raising me to be comfortable with being myself is something you frown upon. I do wish things were different, but they aren't, and no amount of wishing is going to change that.
So I'm telling you the truth, about Caedus. I'm also letting you know that I've resigned from Angel Investigations. Those are the only two things I've been keeping from you, and the latter was only due to the fact that we weren't speaking when I made my decision.
And there you have it. Like I said, I won't be contacting you again, although I'm sure you'll probably feel the need to respond to this in some manner. That's fine, but don't expect a reply. I'm going to be busy finding a way to just show you that I turn out fine, even without the support of my own parents.
I wish you all of the best, and hope you and Jacen have a very happy life together.