"Fine" she said simply, turning to face John and backing away slowly, very slowly. Hands by her sides she backed off toward the door. She didn't trust him anymore than he trusted her but she figured he wasn't going to kill her. He couldn't. Mostly there was an overwhelming sense of hating being messed with by Higher Powers. She'd taken too many orders for far too long, from Lilith, From Azazel, and even here there were more powerful beings messing with her.
With them all.
She was gonna need what?. It was something simple, and the instinct was still to smile, to laugh and joke. Whatever it was they'd done it was still in her mind and she hated it there. Because it wasn't right. Because she didn't have a family. Friends. She could have had friends. But she'd blown it. She'd spat on the chance at something worthwhile with these people and she'd nearly torn them apart in the process.
"This is messed up" she said bitterly still backing up toward the door not taking her eyes from the famed Hunter in front of her. "You and me, like this, this life of all things. Its someones idea of a sick and twisted joke and someones gonna be sorry for it"
He told her to go and she was more than happy to. But he had to be feeling as furious as she was. And maybe it wasn't just at her.