A different her. She wasn't sure she thought that because things were still swimming in her head. Feelings, emotions, More of both than she'd felt in a long time and it confused her because as much as some of it was horrific, not all of it was, she'd felt things, feelings she hadn't before and some of it was entirely intoxicating. Mitchell, she'd need to find Mitchell, make sure he was okay. The things they'd done together horrible things, murder and all sorts of other depravities. They'd been together, more than once, and Claire had never before... Oh god.
It was another reason to fear the time she had spent as...whatever she had been, whatever cold heartless monster. And speaking of cold heartless monsters, one was setting her wounds. And Claire found she didn't have it in her to fight. Besides he had a point. Suicide wasn't an option. But maybe Hiro could come back and like Adam had told her, lock her in a box until she forgot who she was. Because she remembered looking at the video Ben had showed her and hating what she saw.
"Ben is okay?" she asked Eve, not fighting Sylar fixing her just yet. "My sister, Sam, everyone, My mot...?"
She trailed off furiously. "Lilah. Lilah did this, made me a psycho.". Claire wanted that bitch to suffer with a passion she hadn't felt since, well since falling just moments ago. She would have to curb that kind of feeling. Handle herself beyond it like Sylar had said. Wait, why was she listening to him. Why was he here?. What did he have to gain from this, from any of this. He was fixing her and she didn't understand.
"Why do you care?" she asked him "You don't find this funny, everything I ever call you? The fact I don't believe for a minute you're trying to be the good guy and you're here. Its not gonna gain you anything"
It never would. He'd always be the guy she had nightmares about. Always be the one haunting her. This Sylar. The one before her now had made her feel weak. Useless, and now he was putting her back together like one of Gabriel's watches.