She knew that, she knew it extended, but she had to think about what she'd done, it was always on her mind, getting under her skin reminding her of what she was and what she had nearly done. And Sam, she needed to make him see. Needed to, and it would help him.
"He's gonna get obsessed." she said softly "Sam. You're worried about me and what I might do. But I know that boy. He's put me into that catagory in his head, no better than Azazel, Lilith. He'll want to figure out when I'm gonna screw him over, how I'm fooling people again. And I want to make sure he doesn't do that for too long. So making him see, it helps him, Faith, his family. Don't you see?"
She understood why it got to him, she knew what she'd caused.
"I'm sorry. I didn't think of it like that back then. He wasn't your brother so much as he was my Father...and that makes it sound all incestuous but you know what I mean. This, with you. It was seperate to all that. Falling in love with you, I knew I shouldn't. I knew it, but I couldn't not."