It had been five months. And Castiel wanted them to be five more, and then another five.
"Your priorities can't go back to being him," he stated more than warned. He couldn't deny that he just didn't think he could deal with the heartache of going through it all again. None of it, not the reminders of how his family tore themselves apart and not the seeing his girlfriend so close to another man.
"Accomplishing is fine, and I understand the need, but you just can't let yourself slip back into the old habits. Sam needs to focus on his family and we all know it. And you still need to work on building something away from what Azazel taught you," he frowned faintly. "Don't let making Sam understand become your new faith."