Ruby decided not to point out how responsible she'd been for most of Sam and Deans fights from the last two years or so. She didn't need to, but she wasn't suprised at the comparison. There was a reason she'd fixated on Sam after all. There were definite similarities.
It was what they were talking about now. Her faith, her belief in his brother, she didn't know about persuasive, she'd never met him. She'd only had Azazel and Lilith though they had both been persuasive enough between them. And it had all sounded so beautiful, so perfect.
"I don't miss the lies, they were easy, second nature, or hiding from you. I just can't shake the empty feeling and I don't know if you can understand that, nothing would shake your faith at all, but seeing what it did to you all, seeing how far I might have pushed Sam. It didn't shake it, it broke it. And it hurts. I talked to that guy...whats his name, Thorn. He was asking about Lucifer and talking about him...It got confusing again. I had to stop, had to walk away from the computer."
Her faith was one thing, but she wasn't naieve, Sam was the other issue, of course he was. It bothered Castiel a lot. She was about to ask him to leave it, not to ruin their time up here, not to have the unpleasent Sam discussion she knew was coming. But they needed to. She felt comforted though that he was there. That he was with her, holding her. It would make this all a little less painful to bring up again.
"I know he's an issue, and I know why. I do. But what am I supposed to do, what do you need me to do?. You understand why I talk to him, right?"