Her eyes widened as he spoke, going for the shocking brutal truth and all it served to do was make Ruby shake slightly unable to move, she was killing him? Not physically of course but she was killing him according to Castiel. Taking away everything that was Sam.
And then with one touch, one simple touch, his hand brushing against hers before pulling back, and with words spoken so softly and heartbreakingly she thought she might actually break down in front of him he declared she'd need to think for herself if she was to have a chance.
"...I don't think you're him. I don't want you to be anything like him, like that... Thats not what I mean, I just..."
It was easier when she was told what she was supposed to do, when she knew with certainty it was the right course. She sank down into the sofa and lowered her head her hand resting on the other, on the spot that he'd touched.
"...I don't know where I'm supposed to look. I don't know what answers. I'm not used to this. Not having a plan not knowing what I'm doing, its horrible"