Alright so, she knew he'd be furious, angry, of course he was, this was a Heavenly Warrior, he'd taken a chance, given his heart to a demon and she'd ripped it out and stomped all over it.
"Thats not what I meant. You think I don't care about them? Sam, Ben...I mean that kid...he actually treated me like a person, like a friend and I would never have hurt him, not ever, but all the same, I couldn't walk away from the mission, even being here, I put it on hold sure, but there was a chance, Sam was...I knew it was now or never and I took the chance."
Naieve child?
"It ends well because...because they promised me it would, because all I had to do was find the special child, get them ready and get them to that place, get them to kill Lilith and then the seal would break wouldn't it? He'd rise, he'd walk the Earth again and everything would get better. Coming here and...well, watching her die, it changed things, but then I saw what the Senior Partners did, Bringing people from so many times, so many places, people going home, coming back with memories intact, dying here and coming back. I had to take the chance"
Full disclosure. It was done now, it was over and she'd failed, so now...She supposed all she could do was try to make him see.
"I believed in Sam, I believed he was the one that could finish it, and it would have been beautiful, it would have been everything, And why would it have destroyed him...The Boy King, its not just words Castiel, it didn't have to be anyway."