City full of people capable of doing this, things like her, yeah there was a glowing advertisment of why to stay. Lauren couldn't do this, she couldn't keep doing this, she knew that.
But she'd asked Mitchell to kill her once already, doing that again would just be cruel. But if it came to it, if she couldn't
"Yeah, I...I could try, But I tried before he said he'd help me. Said I could be like him, but I don't know how he does it Annie? I don't know how he stops himself, cause after days its screaming in my mind y'know, tearing at me. He's stronger than Ill ever be"
She laughed, in spite of the situation, maybe in spite of herself.
"You're supposed to be stopping people like me then yeah? How come you're not?"