Please understand Sammy, please, just understand its not a game, its not a lie, not all of it, you'll get everything you want, everything you deserve, just please don't hate me for too long
Her mind raced with all that she had to do to get him to his destiny, because he truly was the only one, the special one, He was the one that it always had to be.
"Thats all that matters, I'm back and I'm not leaving you like that again"
She knew it was going to be hard, Castiel wouldn't understand, Sam wouldn't understand, it would be confusing for them, but she had faith that he would make them see, would show them the truth of all of this. He would be beautiful. He'd make it all okay again.
"Never thought I'd actually say I love you to someone and mean it" she mused aloud "He makes everything confusing sometimes"
It was as close to bearing her soul as Ruby got, and of course it was to Sam.