It was getting too personal for her liking, talking about her and Castiel, about her loving him. It was something Ruby was still trying to understand herself without Sam telling her not to screw it up. The thought of screwing it up terrified her.
And if it was screwed up it would be her. The lying cowardly little slut that everyone had always pegged her for.
"I know what he did. I really do. I get that."
Be happy. She was happy with Castiel. That shouldn't even be a question. Weird as it was she loved him. But she needed to be there for Sam just as much, Castiel knew that. Why did Sam think it would be a bad thing, that it would be a danger to her relationship.
"...Its under control" she told him and swigged more of her beer. "Nothing you and me are doing has any bearing on that"