There was a way to make him stronger. Sam didn't even halfway believe that he was going to be able to get any stronger than he was now. Exorcise a demon with his mind, throw a few bad guys around. That was supposed to be the extent of it, right? He didn't even know if he liked the idea of it all. Jake and Ava had gotten so hung up on the idea of being powerful that they had lost themselves completely. What if the same thing happened to him? Wasn't moderation the best thing he could do for himself?
And then there was that. The thing that she wanted him to do, those details that he was damn sure that he didn't like.
He instantly shook his head in protest. "I'm not doing that. We stick with what I know and that's it. Forget that."