"If at first you don't succeed, try again. That's what the black market is there for." Too bad he was just thinking of it now. However, the internal realist rationalized he just would have come back and made Lindsey's professional life miserable. "It's in the past. No more babysitter."
He toyed with the bottle in front of him, turning it around but not taking a drink.
"That's a good point. Maybe you could consider yourself something of both selfish and unselfish." He shrugged halfheartedly. "But the point is that you did it. You thought it through, you made your decision, you did what you thought was right. Now you just have to stick with it."