She just rested against the wall, her eyes falling shut for a moment or two. She didn't...she had no idea what she was going to do now. She'd take care of Sam if it came down to it, she would do that for Dean. "Four months.." She whispered. "Four months..he has..four months left..and.." Tears slipped from beneath her closed her eyes, her hands dug into her jeans.
Her heart twisted, it felt like she was breaking.
"No...NO! I'm not going to let it happen! I won't! I don't care what it takes, I'm not letting him go there! He has a life ahead of him, a good decent, life helping people! He has a family! Sure, it's only his brother, but at least he has one! And at least he isn't a freak!" She looked at Ruby, her heart beating faster. "I have to go. I need to talk to Dean about this..I can't..just..I can't talk to you about it. I have to talk to him." She pushed off of the wall and took off to find the hunter.