Cassie Ainsworth (cadet_cassie) wrote in parabolical, @ 2008-10-07 16:32:00 |
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Entry tags: | cassie ainsworth |
Who Cassie (closed)
Where Her apartment
When Afternoon
Warnings CHARACTER DEATH
Rating/status G/Complete narrative
She’d known it was too good to be true, everyone was dying so why the hell wouldn’t she be one of them? Just because she was used to the feelings of starvation, because she knew to keep drinking and taking pills to stay alive why should that make any difference? If the trip to the drugstore told her anything it was that most the city were doing the same thing, but apparently it wasn’t working.
Cassie wanted to say goodbye, to thank Hunter for being around and to apologise to Crowley for not being to help out while the Lux was used as a shelter. She wanted to do a lot of things, but even as she sat in front of her computer trying to type the letters on the keyboard blurred before her eyes. She couldn’t quite help but think it was an oddly apt way for her to die, she’d staved herself to near death before now and part of her had always expected, no wanted to die young. That was before Chris had died though, she wasn’t sure how that had changed things, why it had made her more determined to stop wasting her life it just had.
This wasn’t how she wanted to die, stuck in some freaky city all alone but then maybe if she’d made more of an effort it would have been different. As she closed her eyes and leant back in her chair she wondered who would find her, if anyone would find her or if they’d just think she’d disappeared like Chris had. She could only hope it wasn’t Hunter, he didn’t deserve that.
As she drifted off into unconsciousness she thought of Sid, the last thing she’d think of before she died was the boy that had broken her heart, somehow it almost made dying more bearable, at least she didn’t have to worry about that happening again, she wouldn’t have to worry about the future at all. She took comfort in that.