She didn't look at his face, just kept her eyes lowered to the ground. She didn't know what she was going to say to him, now that he was talking about all of this. She was confused and though she wanted him, she just wasn't sure what to do about it.
Biting down on her lip, shel ooked up at him after a moment or two. It was there. What she remembered. THat look in his eyes, the one that told her he loved her. She slid her arms about herself again, just hugging herself to keep from breaking down in front of him. Later, when she was in the safety that she called Jake, she'd fall apart. But not until.
"You're a right idiot." She muttered. "I'd never get over you. I love you, Edward. You are everything I wanted...but now, you just..it hurts looking at you. Because I know you don't want me. Sure, you might still care, but you don't want me. I'm not good for you, remember?"