"Honestly, don't see what's so attractive about her." He shrugged, she wasn't his type. Leaning back he puffed his cigar.
"Faith.. I've had nightmares about doing the same thing. Only they're too damned real to be just nightmares. I know I've done these things, I just don't remember them. I've got decades of things I can't remember. I could have children I don't even fucking know about. The point is you remember everything you've done, don't just have glimpses of chaotic images to go on. I have been a monster and some days, I feel like I could snap."
She'd been brutally honest with him and he gave her the same courtesy. That and he knew she was the type that when she knew something could keep it to herself. "Funny thing is, even knowing you did all that, I trust you a helluva lot more than I do most. Because still, you're trustworthy."
He wasn't gonna try and tell her she was a good person, Logan didn't truly believe there were good people left. Just some who had less bad things happen to them. "I understand the lure of being that way, it's tempting and seductive. There's moments I have given in. Let the beast take over."
He chuckled, seeing the mental fight. "I know you could more than retaliate darlin'. I'm just sayin' with me around, well I don't take to no one hurtin' my friends."
Logan nodded, letting her get it off her chest. "See, you are unlike most women, don't crave that loving commitment from a lover." He tapped some ashes off his cigar. "But, you do like that whole, fatherly type figure." Leaning forward he placed his hand over hers. "Don't count that as a weakness Faith, because that is what keeps that sliver of humanity left in you alive."
He shrugged. "so what, we all make bad choices, it's what we learn from. Without the bad how would we ever learn what not to do?"
Logan grinned, liking the fact that someone else was looking out for her that wasn't Nathan. "You won't get the chance.. because I'd never let myself live it down if I brought harm to that woman."