There it was again. That defeatist posture, that surrendering excuse he gave her when she knew well what he wanted and she also knew Major didn’t help him. It made her angry beyond belief. Angry enough to physically hit Alucard on the face with the hilt of her sword; she hoped her bruise for that would worth it. Her grip tightened.
“Wake up, you hopeless fool!” Integral shouted, her lips trembled by the cold of the rain already spreading in her body. She was so tired… Now the adrenaline of war had faintly passed, the knight recalled she was just a human being with many limitations. But, in spite of her fatigue, she did not falter in front of the vampire. “Are you still dreaming and unable to see the reality? Are you still fated to lose? Major did not give you what you wanted, Alucard! He fooled you! You didn’t die! He told this to me. What he gave you is a trap in another world, a math nightmare, you will exist and you will not. Brilliant, you exchange the existence of a vampire for one of being an imaginary number! See where your stupidity led you for a second of wishful thinking!” It frustrated her how no matter what happened, he was doomed to fail. He lost thrice - first his humanity, then his freedom and lastly his corporeal existence.