Sad fact was she'd probably be okay with that kind of relationship. Tense and unpleasent as it might be she'd take it over what his attitude was now. His perfectly valid attitude but even so."I'd take tenseness. Its got to be better than nothing, right?" It sounded pathetic, and she knew it did. She was fully aware.
She and Buffy were both stuck, as she'd said. Here for a reason, whatever that was. Here to help. But this city just kept kicking and kicking her. The only reason she didn't hate it completely was it had given her Cas. It had meant she found love. And she wouldn't have traded that for anything.
"I'll do what I can to help. Call on me when you need me cause I'm not sure Faith will, maybe she will. Who knows, I've gotten the witches here together in a kind of a coven. Maybe...I don't know, maybe I still have a purpose here but it doesn't mean I won't miss the things I lost."
She stood too, her hands still hurting. Red and raw but it would heal.
"Can you...Can I ask you to keep this to yourself, finding me here, The ghosts, all of it. I don't want anyone to know I came here"