Biggest worries was one word for it. It was more complicated than just worry. Than hate or affection or anything in between. She understood Faith in some ways. But in others, she hated being judged by the Slayer that had done so much evil in her life even with a soul. Why did she get to have everything?
"I know why she feels like she does about me. I didn't sleep with Sam or anything, not here, But I made him mine all the same. Took him from her and she considers it cheating. It kind of was, mentally anyway, he'd have done anything for me by the end. I'm not proud of it. But she's being so damn nice, saying she forgives me for my reasons but not for the act itself. I'm the other woman I suppose. And Sam, he had every right, every single right to want me dead, or to want me never to speak to him again but I can't walk away because he was the first human I ever really cared about enough to actually call a friend, even within the lies. I lied but not about everything but its all confused now, even to me."
And Ruby would apparently have it even harder than Faith. That was definitely hard to take. But again probably fair.
"What do I do?" she asked, and immediatly laughed off the question.
"Never mind, you shouldn't have to listen to this. Its like they said...I deserve it. Everything I get"