"Unless you're Faith" she repeated feeling for all the world a complete bitch and almost tempted to try for that washing away the sin thing again. Maybe Azazel had a point.
Ruby shrugged. "Yeah. I know. Redemption for all your sins, get back everything you lost, have those same people back in your life again. Its so easy here isn't it. I don't understand why you don't hate her. I don't get it."
As for the things she'd seen. Ruby's expression was still blank, still just blank and broken and hurting and that was because of them. Because they weren't wrong.
"I can't get it back like she did. Maybe its the thing that used to be my soul being so black and twisted he can't tell if I'm lying or not, hell sometimes I can't tell. Maybe its too soon, maybe its me being selfish, maybe its a lot of things. It just hurts, thats my fault and its always gonna be. Anyway thanks for...pulling me back"