It was mostly funny cause he meant well, she knew he meant well, he was trying to help her. But she was alright, she wasn't stalking, she wasn't obsessed, she just couldn't stop herself from caring about him.
"I don't care that he wouldn't lift a finger to save me, I don't deserve that from him, all I deserve from him is exactly what I'm getting right now. He hasn't done anything wrong. So thats why it has to be this way, he has his life, gets on with it and occasinally there are days when something really badly gets to me, days like today, but tomorrow might be amazing, or the day after. So I deal with occasionally feeling like crap cause its the least I deserve. Thats all this is"
They 'walked' for a while, Ruby knowing the city well enough to know he was right and trouble would find them, once she'd been that trouble, her and Sam, and she was still hated for it by a lot of the demons in the city, they'd come into the shop sometimes and ask for Anya or Lavender cause they didn't want to deal with the bitch that had caused what she had, it was just another part of it.
Walk and enjoy the night. Not a concept she'd been used to lately and she only let herself relax around Castiel, it was only safe to let her guard down around him. And so they walked, her and Spike, looking for trouble she suppsed, he relaxed and lighting up a cigarette, her, still tense, alert, always tense and alert.