"What if I didn't hear in time. What if there's something I could have done. And yes I do have a life, I have a relationship, work. Believe it or not those do come first to me, but all I'm saying is that I can't stop worrying about Sam, I can't just switch that off, and so I balance it, or I try to anyway. Maybe you think I'm doing a bad job, maybe Cas thinks it more than he lets on to me, I don't know. I only know I'm trying"
Unhealthy obsession, schoolgirl. No, he was wrong about her.
"I'm not going to ever try that again. That...it wasn't for me, or for Sam. The things I was doing back then were for Lucifer, because I believed so strongly in him. I was wrong. So the world is safe from that, don't worry about that. I won't try again even if Sam tells me he never wants to hear from me again."
Not that he would?. He wouldn't would he. That would be deserved again of course, but cruel, so dammed cruel. But now she was gonna focus on the violence. The wards were fine and so she double bolted the door and turned to walk along side the vampire down the street into the heart of the city she supposed.