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anthony goldstein has a chart for this. ([info]logiclogiclogic) wrote in [info]pandorarpg,
@ 2012-01-13 23:29:00

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Entry tags:!status: complete, ^date: november 11 2003, character: anthony goldstein, character: justin finch-fletchley

Characters: Anthony & Justin
Setting: 11 November (Tuesday) @ 6PM.
Summary: Justin wants to have a serious conversation with Anthony... for however long that lasts.
Rating: Let's see where this goes first?

Anthony found that after a pretty uneventful day at work, the best thing he could do to make up for it was to go back to his flat and enjoy having the rest of the evening alone. There were no distractions since he lived alone, and the worst that could happen would be if Terry or Michael decided to drop in on him and "cure" his loneliness. Loneliness he adamantly did not have despite what either man would claim. There was nothing wrong with enjoying time alone. Of course, Anthony would at least admit to himself that after all the years spent living in the full house that had been his childhood home, and then dorm at Hogwarts that he might have a little too much of a love for being by himself. But he didn't see how it was any bit unhealthy. At least, not any more unhealthy than needing to be out and with people all the time. He just had a preference, and that preference was for quiet.

Being alone made things quiet.

As it was, he was sitting on his sofa in the living room, a book on experimental charms open in his lap, though he had stopped reading what was one the pages at least a few minutes ago. It was as if, no matter how hard he tried, unless he happened to be in the middle of doing something, his mind always drifted back to those nightmares. Nightmares that had a very high probability of getting him killed within the next week if not the next couple of days. He didn't think about it often, or at least he tried not to, but that didn't make it easier to concentrate on other things. If he really had any other things to concentrate on, anyway. And that was probably Michael's whole point (but Anthony would die before he admitted that Michael had one).

"Whatever," he muttered under his breath. Hopefully this experimental dreamless sleep potion would work exactly the way it was supposed to and he wouldn't have to keep waking up, feeling as if it was him being tortured. It was a thought, at least. The most positive one he'd had in a few days.


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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-14 04:54 am UTC (link)
Today, everything had changed for Justin.

He'd spent the day at home with his Mum, catching up on missed episodes of Eastenders and simply enjoying her company after his recent Bianca-sitting mission. Everything had been fine until she'd drawn up her shirt-sleeve to scratch an itch, revealing a dark spot on her skin. In a fit of panic, he'd asked her if she was having nightmares, and she admitted she had been all the while telling him not to worry.

But he did worry, more than ever after seeing the Prophet and the revelation that a Muggle had died, perhaps at the same hands as the rest of those who'd had nightmares. He'd immediately grabbed the cordless phone and called Heneage, Charles and Sarah, asking each if they'd been having nightmares and had the dark spot. Charles was the only one to say yes.

After the last phone call, his Mum had pulled him down onto the sofa as Mags entered with the tea service. She insisted he tell her what was wrong, and after Mags had left, he did. She'd tried to reassure him that the manor had excellent security, but he'd rightly argued that it wouldn't work against a witch. For a moment, it had felt like the Snatchers all over again. He'd tried to beg his mother to leave the country, but she argued there was no proof that whatever it was wouldn't get her elsewhere, and that in the end, she refused to leave Justin's side.

He'd wanted to run away as he had six years ago, but his father had died then as a result, and he refused to do that to his family again.

He'd needed to talk to someone, though, someone with Muggle family who would understand, that he could check with in a desperation to prove that his family were not the only ones targeted. Also, he needed someone to be reasonable for him, as he was so often the antithesis of reason, being one to act on emotion rather than logic.

And this is what led him to the door of Anthony Goldstein. He knocked - as ever, his usual 'shave and a haircut' - and unlike he did with Ernie, he actually waited for the door to be answered rather than simply strolling in.

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-14 05:27 am UTC (link)
Anthony really, honestly, did not expect anyone to be stopping by his flat this evening. Of course, there was always that possibility that whoever it was had the wrong address and actually meant the next door down. He'd had it happen enough times, after all, that it wouldn't surprise him very much if it did. And, well, if it turned out to actually be for him, a part of him was actually, maybe, a bit grateful for the potential distraction. If he had a visitor, he could think of something else for the next several minutes, at least. Or he hoped. He didn't actually tend to get very many visitors.

Setting the book aside on his sofa, Anthony stood to his feet and quickly crossed his room to open the door for whoever it was. Upon seeing who it was, however, his eyebrows lifted in surprise. For one thing, he hadn't realised that anyone other than his family, Michael and Terry knew where he lived. For another thing, Justin Finch-Fletchley was probably one of the last people Anthony had ever expected to find darkening his doorway and he was sure that the expression he wore said as much, even if the tentative, "Hi?" he finally said after a few more moments didn't do so on its own.

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-14 05:33 am UTC (link)
Had Justin not been filled with worry over his family, he would surely have taken advantage of that expression on Anthony's face and worked to make the bloke blush. Luckily for Anthony, Justin was too preoccupied to do so.

"Hey," he replied, his hands slipping into his trouser pockets, his posture far from its usual confident stance. "I needed to talk to someone. I hope you don't mind, unless I'm interrupting something?"

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-14 05:56 am UTC (link)
Anthony wasn't exactly sure what that meant, really, because he was at least very sure that serious conversations were not exactly one of Justin's things. Or maybe it was, and Anthony was assuming based on superficial appearances and not from really knowing Justin all that well. He supposed he would be about the find out then, since he took a few steps back to give Justin more than enough room to enter his flat.

"There's... not really all that much to interrupt." Anthony said then. For one thing, the book was a worn copy that he'd likely read more than once over the past year or so. And it didn't seem as if Justin was dropping by for purely something social. He couldn't see the harm, really, in being that person Justin needed to talk to. Even if being that person someone needed to talk to wasn't really a thing of his.

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-14 06:07 am UTC (link)
For the briefest moment, Justin began thinking that perhaps he'd made the wrong decision and shouldn't have come bothering Anthony, but thankfully his friend moved aside to let him in.

As he entered, Justin gave the room only a cursory glance to acclimate himself to what was where, and so on. He made his way over to the sofa and sat down at one end, his hands clasping between his knees as he tried to figure out what to say, and how to ask what he wanted to know - yet another strange thing for Justin.

"You read the Prophet today, right? Where it mentioned the Clearwater girl, and her Muggle brother. I know you've Muggle family. Have you asked them yet if any of them are showing the signs, like you are?"

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-14 06:25 am UTC (link)
He supposed that scrapped the idea that he might be about to avoid thinking about the nightmares with this visit. Something that he could have been more annoyed about, really, if he couldn't clearly see that this was going somewhere pretty important.

He closed the door behind Justin and turned back to face the rest of his flat. Maybe a bit out of nervousness, he crossed his arms over his chest, taking his time in making his way over towards the sofa even as he tried to figure out the best way to answer.

"Well, I saw the Prophet, yeah. Never really occurred to me to ask." He thought about it for a moment. His father's side of the family was all Muggle, and he hadn't thought of asking if maybe he'd been affected. He guessed he might have been too busy hoping that he wasn't about to die. "It probably should have," he added.

He paused then, giving Justin another glance. "Why? Is yours?"

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-14 06:33 am UTC (link)
For some reason, Anthony's reply seemed to make it all the easier to talk about everything. "That's the thing, I'd never thought about it either. It was something that happened to witches and wizards, and my family was safe. Even after the Prophet, I hadn't thought about it, but my Mum-"

At this he grew choked up, cracking his voice and forcing him to wince and try to clear it before trying again. "Mum has the mark, and the nightmares. I called the others, and so does my brother Charles. And they're Muggles. This isn't supposed to be affecting them, right? But it is, and I don't know why, and it was bad enough when it was my friends and especially Ern, but now whatever it is has my bloody Mum, and nobody gets to my Mum without going through me!"

By the end of his tirade, his voice was nearly hysterical with panic at the thought of losing the most important person in his life.

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-14 07:06 am UTC (link)
Anthony probably should have expected that sort of reaction. It was the sort of reaction that someone would definitely have if they found out that someone was looking to hurt their family, especially if they were close to their family. Anthony could tell that Justin actually fell in the category of being close to his family, something Anthony sorely lacked. But that didn't mean he wouldn't care if it turned out that even Rhonda or Sophia were marked, right? They were still his sisters. And he didn't dare consider the very idea of Lance being marked; he was only eleven years old. Sitting on the sofa beside Justin while keeping a very appropriate amount of space between the two of them, he tried to think of the appropriate way to answer. This was a moment for sympathy he was sure, and in a way, it sort of felt identical to dealing with an outburst from Michael. Which he had a lot of experience with, actually. It was just... being positive. It wasn't really his thing.

"I can't... I can't say that I know how you feel... I haven't found out anything about my family. I'm not even sure how I'd feel even if I did." He shook his head just slightly. "But it's not, we can't give up on the idea that this can be stopped." It sounded funny coming from him, as he was more than self-aware that he had half given up already. But this conversation wasn't about him. It was about the hysterical person sitting on the other half of his sofa.

"And this likely sounds horribly cliche as far as being positive -- or trying to be positive -- in the middle of all this is concerned, but... maybe, try to use it as extra motivation? I guess? O-or something like that."

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-14 07:14 am UTC (link)
"I know, I know," Justin repeated almost like a mantra. "Dean tried telling me the same thing, but it's my Mum, and it's Muggles now too."

And as he looked at Anthony, he felt such a wave of guilt. "Oh god, I'm so sorry. It's bad enough you have to live with it yourself, you've me blubbering on your couch about it." He reached a hand out to clasp Ant by the shoulder. "How're you dealing? Did Michael finish his potion? Have you tried it yet?"

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-14 08:17 am UTC (link)
Anthony didn't want to be repeating something Justin had likely already heard, but there wasn't really a book that could tell him what he was supposed to say in certain situations, but it seemed to, hopefully, work. Maybe a little. And he probably should say something else reassuring there, but then Justin was giving him that look, which he'd seen enough times already. It sort of came with the territory of having enough people know that he was having nightmares on an almost nightly basis and he shrugged at the question, doing his best not to fidget just because someone happened to be touching him.

"I'm -- fine. Fine enough." He could've said more, would've if it was Michael or Terry, maybe, which was hard enough in itself. He was scared because all the deaths he'd heard of involved a lot of blood, which meant it had to have been painful and why couldn't they just Avada Kedavra someone in their sleep? He'd prefer that, if anything. "And I haven't heard anything about the potion yet, so I don't think so. I'm planning to try it, though. It's not like it could make things worse."

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-14 04:34 pm UTC (link)
Justin nodded. He knew when people said 'fine' they meant much worse but didn't want to talk about it, and he wasn't the type to push people on that matter unless they were very close friends. Instead, he squeezed Ant's shoulder in reassurance. As an extremely tactile person, touch had always been his way of helping people, platonic or otherwise.

"Very true. At least we've got smart blokes on our side trying their best. If it does work, though, I might as Michael if I can give some to Mum and Charles, damn whatever the Ministry might have to say about giving potions to Muggles."

And speaking of smart blokes, Justin happened to be sitting next to one of the smartest he knew. Perhaps Anthony might be able to see something he hadn't. "Ant, you know a lot more about potions and charms and stuff than I do. I'm worried about my family, of course, and if there are other Muggle relatives who might be in trouble... is there something we can do for them? Because if we're in trouble, we can cast a spell or send a patronus or do something to call for help. Muggles, though, even if they call the police, they can't do much against a witch. Can we tag them in some way, with some kind of sneakoscope or something?"

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-14 06:30 pm UTC (link)
Saying that he was fine had always been his favourite go-to answer. It was simple, and most of the time, half the people who had asked didn't actually want to hear the deeper, less than positive answer. Anthony was sure that Justin didn't happen to fall into that category, but it was much easier to not focus specifically on his part in this situation.

Personally, Anthony didn't really see how waiting on the Ministry was going to provide any sort of solution for anyone, really. At least not as long as that woman was going around killing people. So he couldn't blame Justin for not really caring about the rules. He guessed that if he found out that his father was having the nightmares, Anthony would be concerned regardless of their relationship. He was still his father.

That gave him something to think about, however. Because Justin definitely had a point. Even though he was in danger, there was at least a slight chance that he would be able to use magic to save himself. His father wouldn't be able to do that. And this could be good for him, having a project. Better than reading the same books over again. Still thinking, Anthony voiced some of those thoughts aloud. "Maybe... maybe we'd just need something that works very similar to one. Since the main goal is to be informed when there's some sort of danger, even if they don't actually know it, right?"

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-14 11:31 pm UTC (link)
"Exactly!" Justin chimed, growing enthusiastic about the idea. "Or even something like that clock of Mrs. Weasley's, just something to let us know when trouble is coming so we can do something, rather than leaving them defenseless."

Not that it had helped Harry any, or Penelope Clearwater, or any of the others. But perhaps... "Maybe not just for the Muggles, either. Harry probably didn't know there was much of a threat to his life, else he would have kicked their arse. You, Ern, Alicia, you could all have something on you to tell you when there's trouble. That way you can Apparate away or something."

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-15 06:16 am UTC (link)
It sounded like a solid enough idea to Anthony and he nodded, finding that it was a good plan to look into. Sitting around just made him sort of anxious and paranoid, at least more than usual. This could be good, honestly. If this worked the way they wanted to. He could feel less as if he was depending on the DA to save him, less like a sitting duck as he waited for either their success, or to die.

"I think it could work, with the right preparations put into it." Anthony said, wondering a bit if maybe he had some books to do some reading before bed. With almost everything about this situation, time was pretty much of the essence. "I could start looking into it as soon as possible?"

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-15 06:29 am UTC (link)
Justin could almost see gears working in Anthony's head, and he smiled, glad he could help him in some way.

"Yeah, the more we know, the more we can give the DA when we meet next. It would be nice to have something concrete by then."

His hand finally fell away from its perch on Ant's shoulder and he glanced around, suddenly at a loss for what to do with himself. "Is there anything I can do to help? Get you some books? Pour you a brandy? Give you a footrub? If you know what to look for, I could help find some of the research you might need, even if I don't understand much of it."

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-15 06:45 am UTC (link)
"Wouldn't want to get anyone's hopes up without the proof to back it up," Anthony replied. He might have some books of his own to help at least kick start the research he was apparently in for, but after that, he supposed he'd have to visit a shop and see if there was anything else that could provide some information.

"I, uh, think the brandy and the foot rub ideas can be skipped on. And as far as research is concerned..." Anthony paused, standing to go over to his bookcase. While most of his books were actually fiction, there was a good deal of non-fiction. Among the non-fiction, however, Charms-related work seemed to rule over all others. Which wasn't new. Anthony had had a thing for Charms since his first year at Hogwarts. "I might have a few things to start with right here. At least for tonight. Maybe a bit of tomorrow."

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-15 06:54 am UTC (link)
Justin jumped up and scampered over to Anthony's side. "I can look through one of those if you want. And if you make me a list, I can get you anything you want from the library tomorrow."

He wanted to do something useful for a change, more so than simply watching over Bianca. This was tangible, practical, and would take his mind away from the spectre hanging over his family.

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-15 07:14 am UTC (link)
There were a few things that a person could do to get a smile from Anthony. Offering to read a book was apparently one of them, though his grin was brief as he gave Justin a glance before returning his attention to his books. Thinking on what might actually be helpful -- he was thinking something along the lines of maybe a protection charm coupled with... something. Whatever made the sneakoscopes work the way they did. Or, as Justin had mentioned, a clock the Weasley family had. Maybe they could even make it extremely specific? There were a lot of ways they could approach this, really, and the list of potential details they could use to make it as specific as possible was huge. But then, even with all of that, it would have to work. It didn't matter how complicated it was if it left everyone arsed out in the end.

Anthony grabbed a book off his shelf, something on little known charms, and held it out to Justin. "I'm not exactly sure this one will really even be that useful, but I don't think it could hurt to try it out."

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-15 03:56 pm UTC (link)
Justin noticed the grin, however brief, and was glad he could make his friend smile if only for a moment. He took the book handed to him and immediately flipped it open to the Table of Contents to get a handle on what he was dealing with.

"I don't know how you work, so did you want me to let you know every time I find something interesting, or should I make a list to go over afterward?"

He may not have been overly intelligent, or organized, but he was a Hufflepuff, and therefore ever willing to work hard for a good cause.

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-15 04:21 pm UTC (link)
Once Justin had taken the book, Anthony looked again, taking down a few more titles that could possibly be helpful, and leaving a few secondary choices on the off chance that the ones he already had in his hands failed to be helpful. He had already been planning to stay up a bit late, mostly in a useless attempt to avoid the likely coming nightmare for as long as possible, but this could actually be productive, so that made it almost all right.

"A list would be better," Anthony said. "We can always mark things off later if they turn out to have been a dead end or not close enough to what we need."

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[info]basilisk_srvivr
2012-01-15 04:31 pm UTC (link)
"Good idea."

Just his initial glance had him squinting a little, as there was a bit of magical theory included, but he believed he'd be able to muddle through it enough to get the jist of the charms and what they might be useful to do.

Not wanting to bother Anthony with silly questions, he pulled out his wand, and with an Accio note paper, he had something to write on. He pulled a ballpoint pen out of his jacket pocket - he never went into the magical world without one, as he much preferred them to quills - and sat back down on the sofa, his legs crossed underneath him as he went to work on the book.

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[info]logiclogiclogic
2012-01-16 05:50 am UTC (link)
Anthony took the books he himself happened to be holding and returned to his sofa as well, all but flopping onto the cushion and settling in to read each and every single one. Perhaps not cover to cover as he had the first time, but he didn't want to leave the answer to chance, and so he had to pay a good deal of attention.

Having Justin's help on it was pretty good, too. At least in the aspect of getting some things done. He know the other man claimed not to be as good with potions and charms and the like, but Anthony was sure that even just reading on the subject, he'd be able to recognise something of use.

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