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lavender is sure that living is worse (lavishly) wrote in pandorarpg,

"Well, not like Seer seeing but, in my cards or in like dreams." Which were always two things that she put a good deal of faith in. It was right up there with tea leaves - she had always needed some sort of medium to focus it through. Her conscious mind apparently lacked whatever it needed to See things with a capital 'S,' but sometimes she liked to think that she caught glimpses.

"When I read my cards, I always get the three of swords of the wheel of fortune reserved. Like if I were to make a spread right now those cards would probably show up in the future or present positions. And then when I'm not having these not-nightmare memories from a woman that probably wants to kill me, I keep having my own dreams that are really just nightmares about someone I know as the same red headed woman, killing me in all sort of ways." Lavender paused a moment, not even fully aware she wasn't making sense, but that was Lavender everything all at once so that the pieces might shake out and someone else could find the meaning.

"Oh, except that for today I was having one of those nightmares and then I saw her in my fireplace, like she was watching me. And I'm just all turned about and scared, honestly scared about what's happening - scared and wondering if I might be going batty because a few other people seem to think that." Maybe it was a lot all at once, but she needed to let it all get out. "Except that I keep having this feeling like I might actually die, only that would be too easy, which brings us all back around to the three of swords and the wheel of fortune reversed."