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lavender is sure that living is worse (lavishly) wrote in pandorarpg,

She didn't tell people about these sort of things, but she wanted to tell Michael. Maybe to scare him away or maybe just because he deserved to know after how he continued to put up with her. Lavender wasn't sure if he actually knew or not, but considering that he could turn into a wolf, she imagined that he might have something of a better idea than most people. And of course there would always be a small pang of guilt for that, like she was responsible. Although if she was, then there wasn't much she could do to mark him further.

"I never want to hurt anyone," she said softly. Lavender had never wanted to hurt anyone, well, really hurt anyone. It was rooted deeply in who she was, which was probably why that it was difficult - the possibility of something else, even just those urges which he claimed was normal. Nothing about her was normal, not even this weird thing she was entangled in with Michael. However, unless the rest of her life, she didn't exactly mind the abnormality here. With him, there was a comfort there.

"And if I can't be normal, or get to have what I wanted when I was younger, then I'll work to have the knowledge that whatever I might be I will do anything I can to make sure that people aren't seriously hurt because of me."