Yep, he sort of met someone else who had caught his attention. River Song had known his ‘true’ name and he only figured that was his ‘wife’ a future wife. Well, he wasn’t sure of that, but, he had believed she was someone dear to him.
Was Rose from the time when he left his other self to her? She would have mentioned him would she? He had no clue. He could simply ask. He wasn’t feeling up to it. He had a problem. A huge problem, he didn’t want to share about himself. Rather, he didn’t want to talk about it.
But, he had to open up and he decided to do so. So here it goes. “Rose, I don’t have a universe. Gallifrey was on line of all universes. There was always ONE Gallifrey. There had never two. Its existence was ALL,” he held his a hand up and made a clench fist. “Think of a nucleus. As my fist here is that Nucleus, okay? Picture my fingers are universes and time,” he opened his hands. “Each finger could be a universe, time stream etc. Now, I take my other hand,” he took his hand placed against each other like praying. He rubbed his hands back forth as the fingers where crossing over each other. “The fingers are like streams running out and my two pawns are considered the balance of Gallifrey,” he felt friction on his pawns and he was sticking his tongue out. “Now, Gallifrey was a governor planet that kept a balance to all the universes together.” He looked at her with his brown eyes. “Now, a time war had occurred that had gone forever in a way. Gallifrey was a location where aliens had wanted to capture. You can imagine why.”
He had stopped rubbing his hands and he had looked at his hands together like he realized what he was. He had stopped the war but still the war still beats on. He had destroyed his people and the Daleks than. But, the Daleks continue to survive and Devros most likely was out there.
“I destroyed them,” he whispered. “I destroyed them and end of time war.” He was still looking at his hands. He held them up looking at them. As if he was looking at blood.