|sylumgator (sylumgator) wrote in overtherainbow,|
@ 2007-07-27 08:49:00
|Current music:||rain on the roof|
Grandma Mast (Anna) is in the hospital. They took her last night - I am beginning to hate the sound of the squad going north.
The family has been told to stay near home. I was supposed to take some of them to visit family only 20miles away. They are staying home. Her grandson that lives at home is not at work today, and the mill is right across the street.
I know she has been sick, hurting, and ready to go for a long time. "Granma" and I have had discussions when I drove her. She is looking forward to no more pain, no more needles, no more tests. Reaching her heavenly reward. And she deserves it. She is so calmly spiritual. So confident.
But still, it's hard to know she may be gone by the time I finish writing this! OTOH, how many times have I said she won't probably make it home, only for her to get better?
I wish I could have driven her 1 more time. I bought this seat cover thingie with Linux-style Penguins on it. It's slippery, so she would be able to just slide into the car. She would have adored it.