She was still staring at him like he was telling her that the sky had gone green. She'd never been one hundred percent sure that he actually cared, that all this wasn't just some convenient pastime for him. Okay, so she'd been about ninety-five percent sure, but there was still just enough doubt to keep her from ever saying anything. Only now, with the arrival of Will and Allan, it was hard not to say something. "I don't know? I just...don't know." She didn't have a good answer, not one that she could explain, anyway.
When he kissed her, she made a low noise of surprise. As always, that made so much more sense than anything else they ever tried to do. Which only made her wonder a little more if it really was all about the sex. That was one of those things that she'd always been afraid to ask. As much as everything else had changed, that certainly hadn't. She was too afraid that she might not like the answer. "I didn't know how much I-...how much any of this meant to you."